Thursday, April 1, 2010

Breathe & Focus!

From time to time I feel a bit lost, a bit challenged, then I wait, not always so patiently, for the clouds to clear away and for my path to be illuminated. I look around at whats normal, by that I mean mainstream, average, the norms of our society & I have strayed from so many of those, the biggest challenge in straying; sometimes you feel so damn alone & isolated. If I wandered back into the norms of society as well as the norms of my past, I would be denying myself my own truth, and in self-deception, I find no joy, no comfort, no wellness, no love or hope.
So all though sometimes I feel like running away from society and hiding amongst the trees, I stay, I find purpose and I am here to offer help. I have a head full of knowledge, resources, lifestyle experience and I LOVE sharing my wealth. The problem is as human beings we want to help those closest to us, the ones we love and care about the most, yet the ones we are here to help are simply the ones who seek help, which may or may not be the ones we love. Don't get me wrong I have seen the ripple effect that example creates and it is a beautiful thing, I offer myself to the betterment of anyone who seeks, but I can no longer focus energy in directions that lead no where. I seek those who seek change in their lives, I allow these people to be drawn to me and I offer all I have to give.
I am ready to actively offer myself to people who desire the change. To make the effort to be known, to share freely information that has transformed my life. I find purpose in teaching, sharing, loving, caring. These things line my path to be walked in this lifetime, I see them, I accept them and now I move forward with more determination and certainty than I have known before.
My life has changed in fantastic ways, I have released habits, depression, weight, family, material possessions, things that do not serve me; now I fill my life with love, joy, fulfillment, happiness. I have gained immeasurable amounts of truth, honesty and love, the ability to think clearly, to love fully; it is amazing what we can do as humble human beings. Focus inward and truly meet yourself, let the fear subside, you are a beautiful being of light, let your light shine.
I do not need to fit a category of beauty or eat like everyone else or approve of others choices or hope people approve of mine, I live in my truth and pray others see the benefits of wellness, it is not a part of your life, it is your life and with improvement and growth in one area, change begins to spread through your being and you become more whole.
LOVE IS MY RELIGION

Thursday, March 4, 2010

My Life is Not Perfect, But it is Awesome....

DAY 4 Juice & Tea Fast
Every time I think I am there, I realize I can go further...
I am feeling such a surge of freedom. I worked so hard to buy a house for my son and I, I accomplished what I set forth to do. It is so easy to become attached to these things we work for, but as life would have it, Seeking love and family put my 'accomplishment' in a place of excess, I no longer need a home to myself if I choose to move forward and seek new adventure. Clinging breeds stagnation. It is time to let go once again, I have let go of so many attachments and beliefs in the past year I feel as if I am constantly being renewed. I am me without the people I called parents, without the people who brought darkness and negativity to my life. Letting go of my beliefs of being alone for a lifetime, that Alaska is my only home, that I can never leave, feeling stuck, feeling alone, all these belief s that didn't serve a higher purpose, I am letting go and moving on, I am allowing happiness to be a part of me. And it feels so fulfilling, I feel like I am floating on a cloud of joy.
I am constantly aware of the conditioning I was raised with, hate and anger were the seeds of love as I grew to adulthood. I met a man when I was 16 who changed my life, he taught me how to love without hate, it was an amazing lesson. It has taken me many many years to apply it fully in my life, for without self love it is hard to accept or return love on an honest level, but I am conscious of it now.
I find myself from time to time slipping into insecurity and relying on the self-defense mechanisms I have used for so many years, my little tool belt of cruelty. I said something to someone I love last weekend that was mean and completely unnecessary, I regret it deeply and I am so thankful for the love and understanding I receive from this person. I spent most of my life a very mean, cruel, hateful, demeaning, violent, controlling, SAD person. I did not know the light even existed.
I now bathe in the light everyday and feel gratitude for every piece of my blessed life. learning to value my past, let go what is no longer needed and how to appreciate all facets of my journey.
My diet is the path that brought me so much healing. I sought the answers, the truth, a way, and I found it. A diet of pure whole foods creates the path to a body and mind of wholeness and clarity.
I am so grateful to be loved deeply as I am. So honoured to be given such a wonderful gift, a partner, a friend, what I have sought for so long, I embrace LOVE , in all~ways...

Monday, February 15, 2010

Raw Chocolate Loves

Chocolate Love
Cacao Powder
Cacao Butter (M)
Coconut Oil (M)
Coconut Butter (M)
Vanilla Bean
Vanilla Extract
Agave
Cinnamon
Sea Salt
(M)= Melted, not boiled!
Add dry ingredients to Melted ingredients, stir, add agave or other sweetener of choice, pour into mold or any flat container, let set in freezer, very melty so serve chilled!
Taste Amazing! 

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Where is the Love? Sometimes You Should Say No!

8 Reasons You Should Stop Drinking Milk Now:
By Mickey Z.Astoria, NY, USA Wed Sep 30, 2009 12:00 PM ET

What could be more American than a glass of milk? Cow's milk, that is. In light of this common perception, the time is long overdue to add the milk mustache to that ever-growing list of American myths. Human beings are not designed to drink any milk except human milk (only during infancy, of course). As you'll see below, consuming dairy products—milk, cheese, yogurt, sour cream, ice cream, etc.—is not green and it's not healthy.

It's also a nightmare for the cows themselves. Here's a little of how the folks at GoVeg describe it: "The 9 million cows living on dairy farms in the United States spend most of their lives in large sheds or on feces-caked mud lots, where disease is rampant. Cows raised for their milk are repeatedly impregnated. Their babies are taken away so that humans can drink the milk intended for the calves. When their exhausted bodies can no longer provide enough milk, they are sent to slaughter and ground up for hamburgers."
*Living dairy-free has never been easier...so here's a little motivation to get you on the greener, cruelty-free, not-milk track.

Environmental Reasons to Avoid Milk

1. Dairy cows produce waste.Lots of waste. In fact, your average dairy cow produces 120 pounds of waste every day—equal to that of more than two dozen people, but without toilets, sewers, or treatment plants.

2. Let me repeat: Dairy cows produce lots and lots of waste (and greenhouse gases). California produces one-fifth of the country's total milk supply. According to MilkSucks.com, "in the Central Valley of California, the cows produce as much excrement as a city of 21 million people, and even a smallish farm of 200 cows will produce as much nitrogen as in the sewage from a community of 5,000 to 10,000 people, according to a U.S. Senate report on animal waste."

3. Milk production ultimately leads to climate change. The dairy industry is an extension of the beef industry (used-up dairy cows are sent to the slaughterhouse after an average of four years, one-fifth their normal life expectancy) which means it plays a major role in creating climate change. Here's the equation: The dairy industry uses cows before passing them on to be slaughtered by the beef industry which is now recognized as an environmental nightmare. "According to a UN report," writes Brian Merchant, "cows are leading contributors to climate change ... Accounting for putting out 18% of the world's carbon dioxide, cows emit more greenhouse gases than cars, planes, and all other forms of transportation combined." That means the industry of exploiting all cows—including dairy cows—involves destructive practices like deforestation and polluting offshoots like runoff.

4. Milk often contains unwanted ingredients. Under current industrial methods, cow's milk is often a toxic bovine brew of man-made ingredients like bio-engineered hormones, antibiotics (55% of U.S. antibiotics are fed to livestock), and pesticides—all of which are bad for us and the environment. For example, unintentional pesticide poisonings kill an estimated 355,000 people globally each year. In addition the drugs pumped into livestock often re-visit us in our water supply.

Which brings us to...
Health Reasons to Avoid Milk

5. Cow's milk is for cows. The biochemical make-up of cow's milk is perfectly suitedto turn a 65-pound newborn calf into a 400-pound cow in one year. It contains, for example, three times more protein and seven times more mineral content while human milk has 10 times as much essential fatty acids, three times as much selenium, and half the calcium. Some may like cow's milk but drinking it is both unnecessary and potentially harmful.

6. Milk is actually a poor source for dietary calcium. Humans, like cows, get all the calcium they need from a plant-based diet. 7. Contrary to popular belief, milk may increase the likelihood of osteoporosis. It is still widely accepted that the calcium in dairy products will strengthen our bones and help prevent osteoporosis, but studies show that foods originating from animal sources (like milk) make the blood acidic. When this occurs, the blood leeches calcium from the bones to increase alkalinity. While this works wonders for the pH balance of your blood, it sets your calcium-depleted bones up for osteoporosis. As explained by John Robbins, "The only research that even begins to suggest that the consumption of dairy products might be helpful [in preventing osteoporosis] has been paid for by the National Dairy Council itself."

8. Milk makes you fat. In 2005, the Harvard School of Public Health had this to say on the consumption of dairy products: "Three glasses of low-fat milk add more than 300 calories a day. This is a real issue for the millions of Americans who are trying to control their weight. What's more, millions of Americans are lactose intolerant, and even small amounts of milk or dairy products give them stomach aches, gas, or other problems."
It's easy to go dairy-free. Here are 7 easy vegan recipes to set you off on the right path.
*Editor's Note: If you aren't ready to take the dairy-free plunge, cutting back is a significant step in the greener direction, as is cutting back on meat if not cutting it out entirely.

Friday, January 1, 2010

2009, that was a full year!





























Things from 2009:





















































  • Broke someones heart
  • Bought My own House
  • Disowned by a Parent
  • Let go of Someone I was holding onto for no reason
  • Had an incredible Energy Healing Session
  • Made peace with following my Heart
  • Realized my Sister is my all time Best Friend and Favorite Person
  • Quit Working
  • Became a Temporary Stay at Home Mom
  • Became an Aunty
  • Opened my Own Business
  • Went on a Vacation All Alone
  • Went to a huge Raw Festival all Alone
  • Reconnected with another one of my favorite persons, Jess!
  • Made out with a woman on video which is now on the Internet, that was actually a goal in 2009, fancy that!!!
  • Went RAW
  • Lost almost 25 lbs, am finally in a healthy weight range
  • Started writing 2 books
  • Learned to trust someone to love me like I deserve
  • Attended the most loving wedding I have ever been to
  • Kayaked in the Puget Sound
  • Discovered the blatant sorrows of people on the bus system in big cities
  • Watched my son turn 4 years old
  • Turned 26 years old, surrounded by love
  • Saran wrapped a bus drivers seat
  • Added permanent hair wraps to my head
  • Met Shane
  • Lost someone I loved very very much
  • Learned to Snowboard, also learned i love it!
  • Had my first Thanksgiving without my Parents
  • Set up my first Faux Christmas Tree
  • Rode a Bike, without asthma issues, in fact, I just don't have asthma anymore, thank you diet of raw foods!
  • Made tons of Raw yumminess
  • Taught a Raw Foods workshop
  • Learned first hand how naughty emails end up somewhere they aren't supposed to
  • Discovered my Chaga love, now I see it EVERYWHERE
  • Went swimming in freezing ass water just to see if a boy would too
  • Made an Awesome new Friend who's son is now Travinn's Awesome new friend too!
  • Marveled as my son learned to spell
  • Found out where to pick the big berries in Hatchers
  • Got a free tattoo
  • Went out as a DD for a friend I never thought would drink, haha!
  • Dressed like a viking
  • Met a Man I Love in the most Perfect and Genuine Way
  • WAS GRATEFUL EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR THE AMAZING LIFE I LIVE!





















Some In'ten'tions for 20'10'

1. Use all the food I bring into the house
2. Organize my space
3. Pay all bills on time
4. Allow more Love in my life than I ever knew possible
5. Be successful in everything I do
6. Complete my B.S. in Natural Health
7. Finish and Publish both books
8. Do all things in harmony with my true self
9. Release Fear
10. Continue my RAW journey, discovering myself, helping others, inspiring people to help themselves

Monday, December 7, 2009

The Key Ingredient to Joy: RAW Foods!


I'm finding inspiration all around me, In the simple things!
I love my son dearly. He is my inspiration for choosing a life lived to the highest potential. It is so easy to feed your kid healthy snacks and meals, be creative, make it fun, a melon bowl is a blast for toddlers! Start with fruits and veggie sticks, make fun shapes out of them, have a green smoothie tea party with your kids!!! Have fun and they will carry it with them into their adult lives!


Ooh lala! My first Yogurt experience!
Strawberry Coconut Frozen Yogurt
Coconut Yogurt:
Meat of 3 young coconuts
3 capsules of probiotics
blended until creamy, placed in bowl with cover and set out at room temperature for 2-3 days
* will be quite sour
When done, blend yogurt with frozen strawberries, sweetener optional; use agave or soaked dates or raw honey!
So delicious, simple and good for you!!